The weak links... do we need need to continually act out in our lives scenarios that shine light on the weak links in order to encourage us to replace them with stronger links?

Coming to awareness of the weaker patterns of my behavior has been no easy feat. It seems the roots to these patterns are deep and twisted, like unravelling the maze of cords behind the computer desk! I need not mention while doing that the other day i cut my hand with some glass on the floor and the cut went deep and the blood spilled out. Damn twisted cords.

Anyhow, untangling the maze of cords in my head has far less instant gratification. It's not like it's done and i can sit back happily, admire my handy work of neatly wrapping the cords and having them plugged in and lined up in order; then push the desk back in and happily go about my day with that gratification. Instead, the mass of wires twisted in my head, that are very slow to unravel and quite knotted besides, continue in my awareness throughout my day. And even if i make some headway on them, there seems to be no rewarding and instant gratification with which to view a positive outcome to my work. Or if there is, i have not yet discovered it!